AGAIN, ANOTHER MONTH WHERE I DON'T HAVE MUCH "NEW" TO SAY! HOW MUCH MORE CAN I SAY I WISH YOU WERE HERE? MORE AND MORE IT'S NOT ONLY FOR ME ANYMORE BUT YOU HAVE GRANDBABIES WHO'S WORLD YOU'D MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN. THE BOYS YOU DID GET TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH BUT IT'S BEEN SO LONG NOW THAT YOUR NAME DOESN'T COME UP FROM THEM ANYMORE. I WISH IT WOULD BUT I'VE TOLD THEM EVERYTHING ALREADY..AND WITH YOU GONE, THERE IS NOTHING NEW I COULD SAY. CHRISTIAN REMEMBERS ALOT BUT DYLAN CAN'T REMEMBER MUCH. DYLAN LIKES THE STORY OF HOW HE PUT A CLAIM TO YOUR BOOTS AND WORE THEM AROUND THE HOUSE IN HIS UNDERWEAR (NOT TO MENTION THE BOOTS WENT WAY ABOVE HIS KNEES SO HE COULD BARELY TAKE A STEP IN THEM!!). HE WANTED TO KEEP THEM AND YOU WERE WILLING TO LET HIM HAVE THEM! I COULD STILL SEE AND HEAR YOU LAUGHING AT HIM BECAUSE OF HOW SILLY HE LOOKED. THAT'S ONE THING I COULD REMIND HIM OF. YOU TOLD DYLAN YOU WOULD BE GETTING HIM HIS OWN BOOTS BUT I PUT AN END TO THAT ONE! MY BABY WAS NOT GOING TO WEAR COWBOY BOOTS! (LOL) DO YOU KNOW FOR YEARS AFTER THAT HE WANTED A PAIR SO BADLY!? IT TOOK LOTS OF CONVINCING TO PURCHASE SOMETHING ELSE EACH TIME. LITTLE MISS MIA' IS ON HER WAY SOON AND I WISH SO MUCH YOU COULD SEE HER WITH US FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! JUST SO SHE "KNEW" HER OTHER GRANDPA..... ANOTHER PERSON TO SPOIL AND LOVE HER. AND FOR ME, IF SHE HAS ANYTHING LIKE MOMMY, I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO HEAR IT FROM YOU FIRST. BUT!!! CHANCES ARE, SHE IS GOING TO LOOK JUST LIKE HER DADDY.... WHICH IS JUST AS PERFECT AS WELL! MY ONE AND ONLY REQUEST IS CURLY HAIR!
THE BOYS ARE JUST FINE...THEY WILL BE STARTING THEIR LAST QUARTER OF SCHOOL IN TWO WEEKS...ALONG WITH THAT AND HOPING WINTER WILL JUST GO AWAY, THEY ARE BRINGING UP MORE AND MORE OF WHAT THEY HAVE PLANNED FOR THE SUMMER, ECT. LOOKS MORE AND MORE LIKE IT'S JUST MIA' AND MOMMY AT HOME....THE BOYS ARE GROWING UP SO FAST AND THEY ENJOY GETTING OUT AND KEEPING BUSY WITH SPORTS AND FRIENDS.
AS FOR THE PREGNANCY, I'VE BEEN FEELING FINE. NOTHING OUT OF THE NORM ANYWAY! I DO FEEL BIG (HUGE)AND MIA' REALLY SHOWS NOW...BUT I TRY VERY (VERY!!) HARD TO REMEMBER WHAT IT'S ALL FOR. ALL FOR MIA' AND I KNOW I CAN BOUNCE BACK QUICKLY AFTER SHE ARRIVES. BESIDES BALLING HERE AND THERE BECAUSE I CAN'T GET PANTS ON OR OUT OF BED FAST ENOUGH (OR W/O PAIN!!), AT THE END OF EACH DAY SHE MAKES UP FOR IT BY MAKING ME SMILE. EACH NIGHT I LEAVE THE LIGHT ON FOR AWHILE, LAY IN BED AND WATCH HER KICK AND MOVE AROUND EVERYWHERE! I LOVE THAT SOOOO MUCH! THAT IS WHEN I LAY THERE AND TALK TO HER AND TELL HER MOMMIES STORIES...THINGS THAT ARE JUST BETWEEN THE TWO OF US. EVEN WHEN I'M ALONE, I GUESS IN SO MANY WAYS I'M NOT BECAUSE I'M ALWAYS TALKING TO HER. ALWAYS TELLING HER HOW MUCH I LOVE HER...AND EVEN THOUGH SHE CAME AS A SURPRISE...SOME THINGS WERE MEANT TO BE AND THAT SHE WAS AND IS STILL A PERFECT SURPRISE!!
HAVE A FEW THINGS TO DO BEFORE BED. LOVE YOU DAD....I ONLY WISH THERE WERE MORE MEMORIES WE COULD HAVE MADE!! BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, EVEN THOUGH I COULD SIT AND WHINE OVER WHAT I DIDN'T GET OR HOW MUCH I WISH THINGS WERE DIFFERENT AT TIMES, I PRAY CHRISTIAN, DYLAN AND MIA' HAVE EVERYTHING I DIDN'T...AND WHATEVER I'VE EVER WANTED OR DREAMED OF WILL HAPPEN FOR THEM.
I LOVE YOU DAD.
PS. TRACY IS HAVING HER BABY ANY DAY NOW...AND I'M SURE YOU KNOW HOW ANXIOUS SHE IS!!! SAY SOME PRAYERS FOR HER AS I DO!!!
DECEMBER 1ST, 2008 / VANESSA BELGARDE (DAUGHTER)Read >>
DECEMBER 1ST, 2008 / VANESSA BELGARDE (DAUGHTER)
SORRY FOR NOT KEEPING UP THE TRADITION OF MY MONTHLY POSTINGS!! ON HERE OFTEN TO FIX THINGS UP A LITTLE...HOPFULLY YOU LIKE IT.
CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON ENOUGH!!! WE'LL SEE IF I GET BRAVE ENOUGH TO POST SOME NEW PICS OVER CHRISTMAS....AND IF ANYONE IS ABLE TO NOTICE THAT TUMMY OF MINE...LOL. NEVER THOUGHT I'D SAY THIS BUT I REALLY LOVE IT! LOVE FEELING THE BABY MOVE...HARD TO EXPLAIN BUT I ENJOY THOSE LITTLE EXPERIENCES...JUST TO GIVE ME A PICK ME UP AND KNOW I'M DOING SOMETHING RIGHT!
THE BOYS ARE GETTING SO BIG AND ARE SO HANDSOME! I'M SURE YOU KNOW BUT THE WEATHER HAS BEEN REALLY AWEFUL THE PAST MONTH....SO THE BOYS AND I HAVE HAD PLENTY OF MOVIE & HOT CHOCOLATE NIGHTS. AND YES, NEED I SAY AGAIN AND AGAIN, I'M REALLY UP TO MY EARS IN SNOW SO IT COULD STOP ALREADY!!
I LOVE YOU...AND AS USUAL I THINK OF YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY. UNTIL NEXT TIME DADDY....
PS. HOPE YOU FEEL ALL THOSE PRAYERS, HUGS AND ALLLLLL THE KISSES I SEND YOUR WAY!!!!
LONG TIME NO TALK. SEEMS AS LIFE HAPPENS AND AS TIME GOES BY I'M NOT ON YOUR SITE AS OFTEN....JUST ALWAYS HOPING YOU ARE NEAR AND CAN SEE AND HEAR IT ALL JUST THE SAME!
LOTS OF NEW CHANGES I DIDN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT MUCH LAST TIME I WROTE! AT THAT TIME TYLER AND I DIDN'T INFORM THE FAMILY OF ALL THE CHANGES SO I DECIDED NOT TO WRITE MUCH UNTIL EVERYONE WAS INFORMED...
TYLER FINALLY GOT HIS LONG WAITED TRANSFER. A DAY OR SO BEFORE THAT WE FOUND OUT THE NEWS OF HAVING A BRAND NEW BABY SO IT'S TAKEN SOME TIME FOR US TO FIGURE OUT ALL OF THIS...AND OF COURSE TO LET IT ALL SINK IN! I WAS VERY SCARED AT FIRST BUT AS EACH DAY GOES BY I'M GETTING MORE AND MORE EXITED. STILL NERVOUS BUT EXITED...LOL. AS FOR THE TRANSFER, TYLER IS LEAVING SOON (HAS TO REPORT TO WORK ON THE 10TH OF NOVEMBER) TO SAVANNAH, GA. YES, ALL THE WAY THERE!!! AS FOR THE REST OF US, WE WILL BE MAKING OUR ARRIVAL IN GEORGIA TOWARD THE END OF JUNE. THAT GIVES ME 7 MONTHS TO PREPARE, TRAIN SOMEONE IN MY CURRENT JOB, SELL THE HOUSE, ALLOW DYLAN TO FINISH THE SCHOOL YEAR...AND OF COURSE TO HAVE THE BABY IN ND AROUND FAMILY.
AND PART OF ALL THIS GOOD NEWS IS TELLING YOU I'M HAVING THE BABY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY....MAY 25TH. I'LL CONFIRM THAT DATE WITH THE DOCTOR ON THE 18TH OF NOVEMBER AND I'M CERTAIN IT WILL BE JUST FINE. HAVING THE BABY IN MINOT AND IT'S ONLY A FEW DAYS BEFORE MY DUE DATE.....SO TO TAKE ALL PRECAUTIONS I'M CERTAIN HE WILL OK IT ALL. PLANNING IT THIS WAY WILL ALSO RELIEVE ME IN MAKING SURE TYLER IS BY MY SIDE!!! ....AND IT COULDN'T HAPPEN ON THE MOST PERFECT DAY!
AS FOR EVERYTHING ELSE....THE FAMILY IS WELL AND THE BOYS ARE DOING REALLY GOOD. CHRISTIAN WILL HIT THE BIG AGE OF 16 ON NOVEMBER 17TH!!! MY BABIES ARE GETTING BIG....ANY WAY I COULD PREVENT THAT??? HAHA...PROBABLY NOT BECAUSE IF THERE WAS YOU KNOW I'D BE WORKING ON IT!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DAD.....MY MESSAGES AND WORDS TO YOU COULD NEVER GIVE ENOUGH OF WHAT I FEEL OR CAN SHOW HOW MUCH MY HEART ACHES AND WISHES FOR YOU TO BE NEAR US!
So much new to report but!! I'd feel much better reporting it all next time. Things in life would be so different if we had you here wouldn't it? I'm very blessed but sometimes....you know how it is.
DO I MISS YOU LATELY! THINGS ARE GOOD AND EVERYONE IS FINE BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU DON'T CROSS MY MIND OFTEN. NO MATTER WHAT I DO THROUGHOUT THE DAY OR SOME PEOPLE I COME ACROSS REMIND ME OF YOU. FRIENDS OF YOURS STOP ME TO ASK HOW I'M DOING AND HOW THE BOYS ARE. WHEN I WALK AWAY I WONDER IF PART OF THAT IS YOU SOMEHOW??
IT'S JUST ABOUT MIDNIGHT AND I'M WAITING FOR TYLER TO COME HOME FROM WORK. THE BEST PART OF MY DAY IS GETTING DYLAN (AND CHRISTIAN) SETTLED IN AND RESTED..AND IF TYLER IS ON A LATE SHIFT, WAITING FOR HIM TO COME HOME. THAT HAS NEVER GOTTEN OLD AND IT'S SOMETHING I LOOK FORWARD TO EVERY SINGLE DAY....MY FAMILY :)
DYLAN IS DOING GOOD IN SCHOOL. HE SEEMS TO BE ADJUSTED ALREADY AND NO COMPLAINTS EACH DAY! CHRISTIAN IS DOING SO WELL IN SCHOOL AND IN SPORTS. TYLER, DYLAN AND MYSELF ARE FINALLY ABLE TO HEAD TO ONE OF HIS CROSS COUNTRY MEETS IN GRAFTON ON THE 11TH. OUR SCHEDULES DON'T ALWAYS ALLOW THAT! TYLER WORKS ON THE 13TH BUT I'M CROSSING MY FINGERS HE IS ABLE TO COME WITH ME TO THE MANDAN MEET. I KNOW CHRISTIAN WOULD LOVE TO HAVE HIS GRANDPA THERE WATCHING HIM AS WELL!
DYLAN IS TUCKED AWAY IN BED.....SAID HIS PRAYERS AND IS SOUND ASLEEP AFTER A LONG FUN DAY. TYLER SHOULD BE HOME ANY MINUTE NOW.
I PRAY THAT IF YOU ARE UNABLE TO READ ALL THIS AND ALL THE THOUGHTFUL MESSAGES FROM EVERYONE WHO LOVES YOU, THAT GOD SOMEHOW LETS THEM GO THROUGH. NOT ALWAYS UNDERSTANDING EVERYTHING BUT WHAT I DO KNOW IS, WITH FAITH AND LOVE IN A PERSON (ALTHOUGH NOT ALWAYS EASY TO HOLD ON TO!), IT CAN REALLY TAKE YOU PLACES AND SEE THINGS THAT OTHERS DON'T SEE (ONES WHO LIVE W/O IT).
ALL MY LOVE....AND UNTIL NEXT TIME, REST WELL DADDY.
Not much new to report. Just working away getting the students scheduled in with classes and getting Christian & Dylan ready for school as well. That takes up all the time and is stressful enough to convince me to just take a nap when I get home!! Christian is starting practice for Football and Cross-Country soon. Exited for the games/meets. I love to watch him run and look forward to it more than I could explain. When I see him, I'm so proud of him....I'm sure you would be too! Tracy mentioned Brad participating in Football...hopefully I'll get his schedule so we can head over there to catch a game or two of his.
Life is just happening....busy here and there but never trying to forget what's most important!
I love you Dad...always and you know that. Although my faith tells me you are resting now, I still like to believe you stop by once in awhile just to check in. Sometimes I wish I knew.....but even though, there is always an empty spot next to me wishing you were joining in with the conversation!!!
FIRST, CHRISTIAN STARTED HIS VERY FIRST JOB A FEW WEEKS AGO. HE'S STILL GOING AT IT AND I HAVEN'T HEARD A COMPLAINT YET SO THAT'S A VERY GOOD SIGN! BESIDES THAT HE'S KEEPING BUSY STAYING IN HIS ATHLETIC CAMPS AND IS STILL TRAINING/PREPARING FOR CROSS COUNTRY/FOOTBALL. NEW FOOTBALL COACH THIS YEAR SO I'M ACTUALLY LOOKING FORWARD AND "OK" WITH HIM PARTICIPATING IN BOTH AT THE SAME TIME. IT'S A RELIEF TO FINALLY HAVE BOTH/TWO COACHES PUSHING AND ENCOURAGING CHRISTIAN TO DO HIS BEST IN BOTH.
DYLAN HAD HIS 8TH BIRTHDAY IN JUNE! MY LITTLE MAN IS GROWING UP. HE'S GONE FROM BEING MY BABY TO A LITTLE MAN WHO IS HELPING ME MORE THAN I THINK I REALIZE! I CATCH MYSELF TREATING HIM AND MAYBE SOMETIMES "OVER-HELPING" HIM SO IT'S NICE HE CATCHES IT AND CORRECTS ME!
DAD, I JUST LOVE THESE BOYS SO MUCH!!! I HOPE THEY CONTINUE TO GROW UP JUST AS THEY ARE...TRYING EACH DAY TO TEACH THEM THE RIGHT THINGS AND NO MATTER WHAT THE SITUATION, WE ARE ALWAYS PUSHING LOVE ON THEM. WHEN YOU LOOK AT THEM YOU CAN SEE WHAT KIND OF HEARTS THEY HAVE!
I'VE BEEN SO BUSY THIS PAST MONTH WITH SO MANY THINGS I DON'T FEEL LIKE WRITING DOWN! WENT FOR A TRIP TO KCK AND MET UP WITH JOHN, DEBI AND JEFFRO'. ALWAYS, ALWAYS A GREAT VISIT. WISH I COULD HAVE FIXED UP THE ACCIDENT SITE BUT THE WEATHER DIDN'T WANT TO ALLOW THAT. I JUST HAVE TO PRAY ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS HAS THE TIME TO GET OVER THERE AND CLEAN IT UP. OTHER THAN TRAVELING AND BEING EXTREMELY BUSY, THINGS ARE PICKING UP. I FEEL GOOD AND I'M HAPPY WHERE WHERE GOD HAS PLACED ME! WHEN HE'S READY FOR ME TO TAKE A DIFFERENT OR NEW DIRECTION, I BELIEVE HE'LL DO JUST THAT AND LEAD ME. HE HAS SO FAR SO I'VE NEVER BEEN ALONE DAD. YOU USED TO DO ALL THIS FOR ME BUT GOD WANTED HIM TO COME BEFORE ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING ELSE, EVEN YOU! SO I'M JUST FINE AND YOU NEVER NEED TO WORRY. IF THERE IS ANYTHING YOU COULD EVER DO FOR ME, JUST ONE THING, STAND NEAR AND ALWAYS WATCH OVER CHRISTIAN AND DYLAN. THEY SPEND EQUAL AMOUNTS OF TIME WITH THEIR DAD AND WHEN THEY ARE GONE, I DO MISS THEM AND WORRY AS A MOM DOES!
WELL DAD, I'LL BE SPENDING THE 4TH IN CHICAGO! HOPE YOU LOVE THE VIEW OF ALL THE FIREWORKS! I'LL BE THINKING OF YOU WHEN I SEE THEM!
GOOD MORNING DADDY! LOTS OF EVENTFUL THINGS IN MAY! EVERYTHING WAS SO BUSY BUT WAS GOOD. RANDI'S WEDDING, SCHOOL ENDING, SCHOOL STARTING FOR BOTH DYLAN AND I (UGH!), YOUR MEMORIAL & B-DAY. THE ENTIRE MONTH DID GO BY FAST. KEEPING BUSY AS USUAL...
THINKING OF YOU. MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE OF THE MEMORIAL DAY AND YOUR B-DAY. FEELING LIKE I SHOULD BE DOING SOMETHING FOR YOU. I PRAY FOR YOU AND THE FAMILY DAD...I'M THINKING THAT'S ABOUT ALL YOU WOULD ASK FOR.
WELL THERE IS ANOTHER THING...SOME TIME THIS WEEK I'LL PAINT AND CLEAN UP THE MEMORIAL SITE. I'LL ALSO STOP BY THE HOUSE. AND YES I WAS UPSET LAST TIME BECAUSE THE NEW OWNER DOESN'T TAKE CARE OF IT LIKE YOU DID! AFTER LOOKING AT IT I KNEW ALL THE WORK IT TOOK TO MAKE IT LOOK THAT WAY. SO CLEAN AND PEACEFUL. WHEN I PULL UP I CAN ALWAYS IMAGINE YOU WALKING DOWN THE ROAD SMILING, TO OPEN THE GATE. FOR THE PAST SO MANY MONTHS I'VE TAKEN HUGE STEPS IN MOVING ON PAST YOU...KNOWING YOU'LL NEVER COME BACK. PRETTY BIG STEPS. IT NEVER MEANS I DON'T LOVE YOU ANY LESS OR THINK OF YOU ANY LESS. WAS JUST TIME TO LET GO SO I'M NOT SO DEPENDENT ON YOU! BUT THIS WEEK DAD, WHEN I GO TO VISIT YOUR FRIENDS, CLEAN THE SITE, AND EVERY OTHER MEMORY AROUND, BE WITH ME. IT BRINGS BACK ALOT AND IT'S NOT THAT EASY. BUT OTHER THAN ONCE AGAIN FACING THOSE HARD MOMENTS, I WILL ENJOY THE REST OF THE EVENINGS JUST LIKE YOU DID! WITH MY OWN FRIENDS AND WITH YOURS!
I LOVE YOU DAD. I KNOW YOUR WATCHING OVER BECAUSE I CAN FEEL IT. AND YES, I CAUGHT ON TO ALL THE SIGNS. YOUR SCARING MOM (HAHA). BUT NOT ME DAD. THIS FRADY CAT WASN'T SCARED THIS TIME!
Today isn't exactly an easy day for me. It's now your 4th anniversary. A reminder of the day I'd love to forget. It's been four years since I've heard your voice, seen your smile, or have even been held by you!
Because I love you, every part of you I miss. Life after you was so hard to get used to or even accept. But that's expected when you have so many plans and so much to look forward to...and in one day, it was all gone and done.
The four years has definitely NOT been easy! It took this time for me to turn my way of thinking around to what you would want for the boys and myself. Not to mourn over you constantly or to be sad....but I know what you want for us....
....that would be.....to continue to live and enjoy every waking moment, to smile and be happy, and treasure everything and everyone you love. To be thankful for another day and every chance you get, tell the ones just how much you love them. Never just assume they know! Even if they do...tell them. And most importantly, keep God in our lives so that we could be with you again one day!
That's what I'm doing dad.
I will stop by to visit you later on this afternoon...for the first time this year. Snow is all melted now. Just as I always do, I will enjoy a summer of many visits with you!
I will end here...today isn't easy that's for sure. I sit here closing my eyes and my heart is heavy. But you know what dad....I know how to get through it! Everything you've shown me....I will pass on to my own. So, there are still pieces of you here with me!
There will never be another you....and you are thought of every single day. GOD BLESS YOU AND I LOVE YOU!
Hi Vanessa Honey!!! Just can't believe it has been four years already since your dad has been gone! I know how you must still miss him so much and I want you to know that even though we are miles apart I am still always here for you! Remember, we both still look up at the same moon at night!
JUST STOPPING BY TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU! SO MANY GOOD FRIENDS HAVE BEEN CHECKING OUT YOUR SITE LATELY...IT'S REALLY NICE TO SEE.
JUST TAKING THINGS ONE DAY AT A TIME. BEEN THROUGH ALOT OF CHANGES LATELY, AND YOU KNOW HOW I DON'T LIKE CHANGE!
I KNOW EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON BUT FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I'VE HAD TO PRACTICE IT AND BELIEVE IT. I'M GOING TO REMEMBER THINGS YOU'VE TAUGHT ME AND HAVE EXPECTED OF ME....."SWEETHEART, YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT! KEEP DOING WHAT YOU ARE DOING." SOMETIMES I HAVE TO THINK IT OVER AND OVER AND REMEMBER HOW YOU USED TO SAY IT...WHEN I TRY HARD ENOUGH I CAN STILL HEAR YOU.
SO DADDY, I WISH I UNDERSTOOD MORE ABOUT WHERE YOU ARE, WHEN YOU VISIT, OR IF YOU EVEN DO! EITHER WAY, I WILL STILL VISIT YOU AS I ALWAYS DO. I WILL LAY THERE WITH A BLANKET AND TALK TO YOU...PRAY FOR AND WITH YOU AND FOR EVERYONE ELSE...AND MAYBE EVEN FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO YOU SOMETIMES. I WILL PICTURE YOU THERE WITH YOUR SMILE AND THAT UNEXPLAINABLE WAY YOU WOULD LOOK INTO MY EYES. I DO KNOW WHAT TRUE LOVE IS....ONLY BECAUSE I SEEN IT WHEN YOU LOOKED AT ME.
I LOVE YOU DADDY....WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL....THAT'S ONE THING IN THIS LIFETIME OF MINE I KNOW WILL NEVER CHANGE!
Just stopped by for a visit / Logan (Friend)
Glad I stopped by for a visit to Bob's site. Those photos show a lot about his life and the things he loved about it. Didn't know he was in Ft. Leonard Wood or what we called "Little Korea" when I was there in early 73. Till we meet up again, Bob, I'll keep on "rollin' with the flow" Close
SEEK GOD FIRST (11/23/07) / XOXOXO XOXOXO (XOXOXO)Read >>
SEEK GOD FIRST (11/23/07) / XOXOXO XOXOXO (XOXOXO)
[After all] the kingdom of God is not a matter of [getting the] food and drink [one likes], but instead it is righteousness (that state which makes a person acceptable to God) and [heart] peace and joy in the Holy Spirit. He who serves Christ in this way is acceptable and pleasing to God and is approved by men. ROMANS 14:17-18
Forget all the things you think you need, and just admit to God that you need Him. Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all that you need will be added to your life. MATTHEW 6:33
God knows your needs even before you ask. Don't become a seeker of promotion or position. Don't spend your life seeking prosperity. Seek the One who prospers. Seek the One who heals. Seek the One who is the giver of every good and perfect gift.
JUST WANTED TO TALK TO YOU FOR AWHILE....(3/12/07) / VANESSA (DAUGHTER)Read >>
JUST WANTED TO TALK TO YOU FOR AWHILE....(3/12/07) / VANESSA (DAUGHTER)
THINKING OF YOU AGAIN. HARD TO EXPLAIN TO ANYONE AFTER ALL THIS TIME HOW YOU WOULD STILL MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER IN MY LIFE. IT'S HARD NOT TO LOOK AT WHAT OTHERS HAVE SOMETIMES. IT'S JUST WHEN I SEE FRIENDS HAVING THEIR MOM/DAD RIGHT THERE TO TALK WITH, IT'S HARD NOT TO BE ENVIOUS OVER. MAKES ME REALIZE I'LL NEVER HAVE THAT AGAIN. SOMETHING THAT SMALL I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE JUST ONCE WITH YOU!
I HOPE BY NOW YOU'VE MET TYLER. I THINK ALOT ABOUT YOU MEETING HIM AND THE FUN VISITS WE WOULD HAVE HAD. ALWAYS PROUD HAVING YOU MEET ANYONE I KNEW. I KNOW THE BOTH OF YOU WOULD HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON. MORE THAN THAT, I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK. IT'S A TERRIBLE FEELING NOT HAVING YOU THERE FOR ME LIKE THAT! ALL I CAN TELL YOU NOW IS I'M VERY CONTENT AND VERY HAPPY WITH HIM. I'M SURE YOU SEE AND KNOW EVERYTHING! EVEN THOUGH THERE IS A BIG VOID WHERE YOU BELONG, I AM THANKFUL FOR ALL THE GOOD THINGS I HAVE IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!
TYLER & I ARE STARTING ONE OF THE LAST PROJECTS I WANTED FINISHED ON THE HOUSE. MAYBE AFTER THIS I'LL BE DONE FOR A LONG WHILE! WISH YOU WERE HERE TO HELP. IF ANYTHING, I'M HAPPY TYLER IS HERE WITH ME AND I'M SURE YOU ARE TOO. THE BOYS ARE DOING GOOD ALSO...CHRISTIAN IS JUST ABOUT FINISHED WITH HIS BB SEASON. HE KEEPS BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND FRIENDS...AND DYLAN. HE'S BEEN DOING MUCH BETTER. ALOT OF CHANGE FOR HIM AND I JUST KEEP WORKING WITH HIM. LOVE THESE BOYS TO DEATH AND ALL I WANT IS FOR ALL OF US TO BE HAPPY. THEY ARE A CHALLENGE SOMETIMES! EVEN WITH THAT...I WOULDN'T CHANGE THEM FOR ANYTHING.
LIT A CANDLE IN CHURCH FOR YOU TODAY. TALKED TO YOU THERE FOR AWHILE AND WISHED SO MUCH YOU WERE SITTING THERE LISTENING!
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